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Now & Then

by Mandy Pennington

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1.
Hurricane 03:48
I see you there standing right in front of me Can't catch a clear glimpse now It's like a siren call hearing you whisper to me Like a roaring waterfall Seeing all the signs is a useless scheme When I'm blind to the heartache It's like I'm playing the fool or I'm helpless and weak Like a home in an earthquake Over and over and over again You take me and break me again You were the one I never saw coming, coming You were the one I was waiting for Swept me off my feet then I hit the ground running, running You're a hurricane Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh You told me a tale and I chose to believe Cause you spoke like an angel It's like the wind in my bones when you're touching me Like a secret I'll never tell Over and over and over again You take me and break me again You were the one I never saw coming, coming You were the one I was waiting for Swept me off my feet then I hit the ground running, running You're a hurricane Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh yeah Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh yeah (x2) You were the lightning strike in the darkest night and I followed the thunder home You were the stormy seas that were shaking me but I couldn't stand on my own You were the raging winds where it all begins at the edge of insanity You were the deepest black and my heart attack, oh oh oh oh Over and over and over again You take me and break me again You were the one I never saw coming, coming You were the one I was waiting for Swept me off my feet then I hit the ground running, running You're a hurricane Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh yeah Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh yeah (X2)
2.
21 04:44
Gonna tattoo my body with all our memories And all the things we should've done Dye my hair blue ‘cause you always wanted me to And it'll take me back to feeling 21 When did I grow older? You got me feeling sober And 21 should never feel like that We were young Barely even broken, not quite twenty one Barely even spoken before we fell in love Acting like we knew what love was all about we're older now Do you wake up at midnight and just don't feel right Cause boy, I do it all the time Go back to eighteen when all we ever did was dream And you promised that you'd always be mine Now we’re finally older But you got me feeling sober And 21 should never feel like that We were young Barely even broken, not quite twenty one Barely even spoken before we fell in love Acting like we knew what love was all about we're older now Can you tell me that you're doing okay now? Can you tell me that you're doing just fine without me? Can you tell me that you're playing it safe now? I don't believe that, I don't believe that (last time: so come back to me) (x3) We were young Barely even broken, not quite twenty one Barely even spoken before we fell in love Acting like we knew what love was all about we're over now Can you tell me that you’re doing okay now? Can you tell me that you’re doing just fine without me?
3.
Give me a line and I'll read it well Just so you will stay right under this spell I'll tell you my truth and you say that I'm not enough for you Give me some time so I'll understand I can't help but wonder if this was all planned The clever deceit The gentle despair It's not enough for me but give me tonight, tonight tonight give me tonight, tonight, tonight give me tonight, tonight, tonight give me tonight I'll listen close When you tell of your love But I can't hear you When you're giving me up I'll live in the place Where you'll always be mine I'm not enough for you but give me tonight, tonight tonight give me tonight, tonight, tonight give me tonight, tonight, tonight give me tonight The ending is right But before I go Give me tonight Just one last time Give me tonight Give me tonight, tonight tonight give me tonight, tonight, tonight just give me tonight, tonight, tonight oh, give me tonight Give me tonight, tonight tonight give me tonight, tonight, tonight give me tonight, tonight, tonight give me tonight.
4.
Grief 04:31
Grief Oh there's a knock Who could it be I slowly open the door And it's Grief Grief's an old friend of mine Wasn’t expecting him soon But I let him in And go fix him a room Fix him some tea Make him comfortable Grief demands company But pushes me out the door He leaves dirt on my pillow He leaves clothes in my room He's not a nice house guest But he tells me the truth Well, the truth is I've got an empty room sitting there I may as well just let grief move in He pays decent rent Of course I'd rather have you Miss your dishes piled in the sink I would clean them twice over If you'd come back to me But I sit down with Grief And we watch a nice chick flick With popcorn and milk duds Til I think I'll be sick He hands me a glass Though I hate to drink alone But when friends call me over Well, then he needs me at home I will be friendly I will be true But Grief is your ghost But he's nothing like you Grief holds my hand But it's cold and feels bony Not like midsummer nights When you used to hold me SECTION B I spend all my nights wondering where you could be It’s funny how you're probably off somewhere happy While Grief’s by my bedside and I didn't invite him to stay But I need you SECTION A Grief and I are closer now He might be making me whole I forget that he’s there sometimes Cause he's part of my soul Of course I'd rather have you Miss your clothes on my floor Miss your laugh in my living room Miss your knock on my door Miss your hands on my piano Miss your mouth on my coffee cups Miss your head on my pillow Miss your spills on my counter tops I think I need you Miss your dishes piled in my sink I would clean them twice over If you'd come back to me.
5.
Down 03:16
Oh the pavement smells like fresh cold rain in the spring Your living room smells like cigarette smoke and the musty air of an ending My footsteps sound too loudly in the hall when I walk away I didn't want you to hear me leave so I'll stay another day We're going down down down We're going down down down We're going down down down down down It's a deep, deep sleep and we've gotta wake up tonight The free fall might be thrilling but we're gonna hit the ground sometime My footsteps sound too loudly in the hall just like yesterday I didn't want you to hear me leave but this time I've gotta walk away cause We're going down down down We're going down down down We're going down down down down down I take a breath Deep and slow But the water under the bridge makes it difficult I give it up Cause I know We're just two souls held together by withered (crumbling) skin and bone We're going down down down We're going down down down We're going down down down down down We're going down down down We're going down down down We're going down down down down down We’re going down.
6.
Love You So 03:06
I ran over a mailbox and then I ran out of gas I ran a 5K just to prove that I would finish last I’ve waited for my prince to come but I’ve just been kissing toads So I shoplifted some new lipstick and got tackled in the road I woke up late on Sunday so I totally missed church I tried out being hippie but I just don’t care about the earth I ate three-day-old mac and cheese cause there was nothing in my fridge Then I sobbed over my bank account and dreamed of being rich So I break things and I spill things and I always need directions I don't like pets, have student debt But I’m used to rejection Oh, these are the things that I thought you ought to know But if you love me, I will love you so. I called my waitress “sir” on accident and she got really mad I forgot my momma’s birthday so then she got really sad I spilled coffee on my tax forms so they'd match my carpet stains I took an IQ test that told me I don't have a brain So I break things and I spill things and I always need directions I'm critical, apolitical I’m used to rejection Oh, these are the things that I thought you ought to know But if you love me, I will love you so. I hope that you like honesty ‘cause I’ve got tons of that I’ll tell you every flaw of mine and exactly where I’m at Messy lives are beautiful and I hope that’s what you’ll see when you look at me So I break things and I spill things and I always need directions and I cry a lot, wanna tie the knot And I’m used to rejection Oh, these are the things that I thought you ought to know But if you love me So I break things and I spill things and I always need directions I don't like pets, have student debt and I’m used to rejection Oh, these are the things that I thought you ought to know But if you love me, if you love me if you love me, I will love you so/
7.
Neighbor 02:56
Hello, neighbor Hello, friend I'm just wondering Where you've been Empty driveway, Empty home Your plants and cat Are left all alone I used to see your lamp on late into the night I used to hear your songs through windowpanes after a fight I used to watch her drive away and you sit on your porch head in your hands Oh, where have you been? Where have you been? I've watched her yelling I've watched you cry From my empty living room I've wished that you were mine I watch for your headlights Throughout the day Did you chase after her Or did you just run away? I used to see your lamp on late into the night I used to hear your songs through windowpanes after a fight I used to watch her drive away and you sit on your porch head in your hands Oh, where have you been? Where have you been? Come and water down your lawn Cause it's looking pretty dry I could've sworn I heard your kitten call your name from right inside Your driveway looks so lonely without your beat-up Volvo there I don't wanna care but where Where have you been? Oh, my neighbor Oh, my friend You don't even have a clue of who I am But I see you Through my window now and then I could make you happy Again.

about

As I listen back through this collection of songs, I’m struck by the way that my heart has grown and flourished through the creation of this record. I find music to be a release of the soul and an expression of deep-seated emotion. This record represents where I’ve come from and where I’m going. It’s a snapshot of a time in my life when I hurt and I struggled. I hope this record can represent to you whatever you need it to at this point in your life. Whether you hurt now or you have been hurt, I hope you can find solace in this collection of reflection songs.

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released December 1, 2017

Mandy Pennington…..vocals, keyboard, programming

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Adam Lamb ………….vocals
Stephen Leiweke…….guitars
Nathan Moll…………..bass guitar
TJ Steinwart………….drums

Producer/Engineer: Stephen Leiweke at Yackland Studios
Photos: Bryson Buehrer
Design: Genesis Martinez

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Mandy Pennington Louisville, Kentucky

Inspired by artists such as Sara Bareilles, Ingrid Michaelson, and Taylor Swift, Mandy Pennington creates piano-led pop that invokes a visceral reaction from her audiences. Her style is influenced not only by these three artists, but also brings in elements of musical theater and soul. Mandy is working on three new singles based around the idea of “letting go” that will be released in 2019. ... more

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